Don’t ever trust 100% in someone. Trust, suspecting. It’s funny how you always trust in people, and then you always get fucked. Have you ever felt as a second option? Well, it’s not good. People say you aren’t, but they treat you as if you were. Sometimes I think “No, it’s something from my mind”, but then they give me the “reason” to believe on it. Maybe I’m writing all of this because I’m tired, and sad, and empty, and many other things. Maybe it’s just the truth, and I don’t want to face it. Or maybe it’s nothing. Nothing. I don’t know what to think anymore.. I just wanted things to stay okay. Because it’s difficult when you want to help, but there’s nothing “right” that you can do. You thought everything was finally okay, but it’s not. So, what to do now?
