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P.S. I love you

I’ve just read something that it was really cute, deep and true. This is a quotation from the movie “P.S. I love you”, and I recommend you to watch:

“I bet you’ve had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is, not to feel like you’re in the room, until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know… you’re with him. You’re his.” (Patricia)

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It’s so difficult to change… But I promise, at least I’ll try.

“I wonder if I've been changed in the night. Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!” (Alice in Wonderland)

“I wonder if I’ve been changed in the night. Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I’m not the same, the next question is ‘Who in the world am I?’ Ah, that’s the great puzzle!” (Alice in Wonderland)

Desabafo

Não, esse post não é sobre as manifestações que estão acontecendo por todo o Brasil. A respeito disso, eu acho que quem tem oportunidade tem que ir a luta sim! O problema é que sempre tem um ou outro que acaba se aproveitando disso para fazer confusão. […] Enfim, eu vim aqui escrever sobre uma coisa pessoal que me afeta em várias situações. O medo. Sabe, quando se tem medo de algo, independente do que seja, você acaba não tendo domínio sobre isso. Só que as pessoas a sua volta não entendem, porque elas não compartilham da mesma situação que você. O medo é algo que só você entende. É algo que está dentro de você, e que não é fácil de ser combatido. Eu tenho vários medos e vivo em volta deles, mas é difícil superá-los. Em alguns casos você encontra a ajuda de pessoas que te querem bem e isso acaba tornando a situação mais fácil. Só que quando você se encontra “sozinha”, ao meio de outras pessoas, as circunstâncias são totalmente diferentes. Dependendo do seu medo, as pessoas fazem brincadeiras que nem sempre são agradáveis, justamente porque elas não entendem a profundidade que isso atinge os seus sentimentos. Não é algo que você queira ter consigo, mas ele simplesmente existe e está lá, escondido em algum lugar. O seu medo parece tão fácil de ser lidado, quando na boca de outras pessoas. Você para e pensa “Ah, como eu queria ser assim”, mas na prática a realidade é outra. Quando você se põe a prova, o seu corpo reage de uma forma inconsciente. Várias sensações acontecendo ao mesmo tempo, dentre as quais você não tem controle. Por isso, respeite aquelas pessoas que tem medo de algo, você não faz ideia do que se passa dentro de cada uma delas. “Respeitar para ser respeitado”.

“O medo faz parte da vida da gente. Algumas pessoas não sabem como enfrentá-lo, outras – acho que estou entre elas – aprendem a conviver com ele e o encaram não como uma coisa negativa, mas como um sentimento de autopreservação.” (Ayrton Senna). 

Feeling Blue

It’s strange how a mean of transportation as a bus can make you think so much. Yesterday, while I was coming back home, listening to Nickelback songs and thinking about life, someone entered on the bus, looked at me and smiled. It’s really funny, two people that were once best friends, now share the same bus as strangers, separeted only by the hallway. It has been 4 years since everything happened, and everytime I stop to think about it, I catch myself missing something. Missing, ha. Well, this is life, right? When you think you’re feeling high, it makes you a surprise. Then you think: “what do I miss?”; people, moments, what?

Doesn’t mind, it wasn’t worth it anyway.

Good news!

Well, today was a wonderful day! And you know why? It’s because I got a new job. Finally I’m gonna be an English teacher! Yeah, you read it right. Today was my first day of training and I watched four classes and so took notes. Since I had an interview at this English school, I wanted to give classes there, but it took six months for this dream come true. But thank God, it became reality. My new coworkers are very good people! I loved everything, specially the fact that we can only talk in English. Seriously, I never spent half a day just talking in English… It’s a dream, please don’t wake me up! Anyway, I hope to be a good teacher, because it’s my first job as one. But I’ll do my best, I’m sure! Now, I gotta sleep.. I’m really tired.

Good night. Sté~

Some friends are forever

I’m here to talk about the excellent night that I had today. It’s been a long time since my last hang out with my friends. Actually, it’s difficult to reunite everyone together, but tonight I “almost” got it. First, I asked my friend Sara to go to the ice cream shop. She went with her brother, also my friend, Nino. We had a great time there, we stayed talking, laughing… Then, we decided to go to our friend’s house, Victor (aka Fofo). We walked until his house, near mine. When we arrived there, most of his family, that are our friends too, were there. We talked for a while, but they had to go. It was fast, but I stayed happy to see everyone!, or almost everyone. We need to reunite all of them, I miss our nights together… And the pictures that we used to take! And after all the things that I’ve been through, I’m sure that some people are forever. Thanks for the memories, my friends! <3

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What a… homemade cake?

Hello sweeties! Today I tried to make a cupcake at home. I was hungry and I didn’t have anything good to eat, or to do. So, I searched some recipes of cupcake and then.. what a messy! I thought that thing was explode on my microwave! But at the end, it was very good. Not delicious, but the chocolate syrup was awesome! I don’t know why, but I forgot to take a picture at first ): Well, here it is:

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Hell yeah!!